A big thank you to my very devoted worshiper John, who is writing for me this wonderful story about a “cuckold relationship”.

Hidden secrets behind a cuckold relationship – chapter 1

She is the love of your life. She is beautiful, intelligent, strong, loving and you adore her.

Subtly at first, She has begun to rule your life. You began as equal lovers and it was wonderful. You put her on a pedestal and adored Her as your beautiful Queen but as time passed the dynamic began to change. She revelled in your adoration and began to be the Queen that you loved to adore with all the authority that a ruler can bring.

You took your place as her loving servant and it became your natural position in her life. Your mutual lovemaking moved away from the traditional and became centred on her pleasure. It felt so right, if a little frustrating at times but She seemed to love you even more when you served her sexually with less thought about your own pleasure. A new balance in the relationship was formed as you both discovered that putting her desires first gave her great pleasure and the periods of chastity for you, intensified your desire for her and made you want to serve her constantly. Her loving domination of you became the most precious part of your life.  The pleasure that you gave her was the erotic centrepiece of your life and when she rewarded you with allowing you a rare orgasm then you felt complete. You had become the beta to her Alpha and you found that you loved it. From time to time She was cruel and liked to punish you but it was always followed by a loving kiss or caress which reassured you of her love for you.

You became accustomed to putting her needs first in both daily life and sexually. To others your relationship seemed normal and you just seemed to be an adoring partner that her friends looked upon as a great guy. You hadn’t seen your friends for some time but that didn’t seem to matter. You were happy being in her orbit and helping her in any way that you could. When you were alone, you were able to be free to express your adoration of her in any way that She chose and her domination of you was private and a pleasure shared between you both.

Unbeknown to you, at least at first, She was wondering how to develop her domination of you and how far you would go to serve her. She hated things that stood still and needed the stimulation of new ideas while keeping you happy in your role. At the same time, although she was very happy with you serving her sexually and loved the enthusiasm that you brought to satisfying her she felt that She needed a full sexual release that you were no longer capable of offering as her submissive. She loved you in that role and did not want to change it. She just needed more, like a cuckold relationship.

And the cuckold relationship continues…

One day, She decided to share her thoughts with you as your loving Domina. She did not want to hurt you too much but needed to get her desires out in the open and be honest with you as her submissive. It did hurt you and it showed but She held you close and licked the tears from your cheeks as She explained that it was a new adventure for both of you. She would hide nothing from you and make sure that your wellbeing was her primary thought as you were her most treasured possession. She explained that She wanted you to enjoy the journey too and that if , after a trial period, it became too much for you then She would not continue. She also said that this adventure would be private between you both and even her closest friends would not be aware of any changes to your life.

You agreed to a trial period, with many misgivings, and as She held you in her arms your mind was racing. She lowered you between her thighs and opened herself to you, gently pushing your face onto her. As you worshipped her, kissed and licked her you imagined a lover penetrating her and found a strange erotic charge coupled with angst running through you and found yourself hard where before you had felt weak. When She came on your tongue ,crying out ‘i love you’ so loudly, you felt needed and loved and thought that perhaps it wouldn’t be so bad and that your fears of losing her were unfounded. However, you knew as She did, that the most difficult time was to come.

You discovered that She was serious both about finding a lover and sharing the process with you when She instructed you to find some candidates for her perusal. Shocked at first , you started trawling the internet for her and found so many candidates when She had given you a few sites to visit that you were confused and upset that She might find someone to replace you in her affections. Some were better looking or in better shape and some were better endowed than you. It was a painful process but as you looked you began to realise that She was not going to replace you and that your position as her submissive was secure as long as you only picked Alpha males who would not threaten your position with her but would be used as pleasure toys by her for a specific purpose.

The choice

Finally you came up with 6 candidates as She had requested. They all seemed to fit the Alpha mode and were not looking for a cuckold relationship beyond a sexual one. Two of the candidates were Black and university educated and you found yourself drawn to them as they seemed to be looking for fun and were in great shape. Not only were they well endowed, putting you to shame, but one had massage experience that you did not have and you thought that your Domina would like that. Somehow you also thought that a Black Alpha male was less likely to fall in love with her than a white male. There was no logic there but you thought that perhaps She would turn a white male into her submissive as She had done with you and you couldn’t imagine that would happen with the Black Alphas on your list. Of course, She would decide and with trembling hands you told her that you had a list and with that, She sat next to you at the laptop.

She deleted two of the white guys immediately as they didn’t meet her standards and you felt a sense of failure as She shook her head and deleted them. She noticed the guy who had a massage qualification and your heart skipped a beat as She purred at the thought of a good massage and congratulated you on making him one of your picks. It made you happy to have found a candidate that pleased her and you felt a sense of pride in finding her a potential lover. It felt strangely arousing to be suggesting lovers for her and you felt yourself willing her to choose ‘Massage Man’ as the image of him massaging your Domina started to arouse you. The thought of her soft , firm skin under his large hands made you feel weak and when She instructed you to contact three of the candidates and included ‘MM’ you were praying that he would be the one. A strange feeling to have but not an unpleasant one as her pleasure was the point of the exercise and you had the feeling that he was ‘the one’!

She instructed you to invite the three for drinks and in whatever order you preferred. You were tempted to invite ‘MM’ first but decided to invite him last so She could have a benchmark to judge him against. The invites went out and were duly accepted by all three. You would be serving the drinks and would also be required to give your opinions after each visit. They may not be taken into consideration but at least you would feel involved in the adventure from the start. You went back and looked again at the profiles and pictures and imagined each one with her. It now depended on how they presented themselves to her and how She felt in their company. You felt nervous but involved. Inferior yet valued as the first date approached.

Chapter 2 of “hidden secrets behind a cuckold relationship” will follow soon…

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